6 years

The dashing memory makes us jump back and forth in the non linearity of the heart, remembering sorrows and difficulties, happiness and laughter. A common factor: dreaming, according to our necessities, about a quiet existence in the natural way of being connected.

Celebrating our 6th anniversary has never been so romantic, in front of the view of the ruins of a burnt past freeing tears that tasted like regrets that we could never truly share.
Beyond these ruins: gratitude.

We now feel ready to jump over it, full of hopes and nothing more.
We keep collecting the furniture of a house that we don’t have, nor know whether we will have. At this point, we don’t even know if we care about it more than we care about our personal growth.

Six years of challenges, now flow down. [•you can keep supporting our project, after the fire•]
Their riverbanks become thinner: less space. What are we keeping out?
Material possessions, so far; toxic connections, that’s good; wishes that resonate in the impossible, sob; anger and regrets.
What will stay with us?
The quest for freedom; the opened heart-sight that moves also to inspire others; the good questioning of what is given, but doesn’t feel right; the kindness in dismissing who’s not accepted as a mirror, anymore…

We have thought about leaving.
Leaving for good.
Journeys of permaculture that won’t land soon: we feel there is still some time, and that the history of humanity is not forever lost in the non-european side of the map.
There is the longing for this type of proximity, but once again - who knows.

Thank you for reading: we will keep you posted, because we want to bring you with us.
Although, it probably won’t happen … we started wishing for it.

Deborah opened up this joyful opportunity, in a quantum space between here and Nepal. As professional rooters, we are fertilizing what we heard. If it must be, will be.